Halloween is my absolute favorite holiday in the history of the universe. I love the scary themes and costume. There's just this mystery and eeriness about Halloween that makes me love it so much. I'm also sorry that i've been really inactive because of school and such. Please follow my instagram if u wanted to see more updated things in  my life. Thanks guys and happy Halloween.
Goodnight,
sleep tight,
don't let the dead bite.
~Little_Lauren_The_Lifeless
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Online Love

Ya know my parents always hound me about talking to people online. It's not like i'm dumb enough to go meet them i mean really you've raised me better than that. the reason i like to talk to people online is because they usually like me. Guys actually call me beautiful and gorgeous. They are kind and sweet and flirty. I get complimented and make friends that i can actually talk to that understand what im going through. These people help me. Idk if i won't ever see them. Im not thinking about that im thinking about the now and how they can help change me for the better. I love the online world because the outside world is cold and cruel and angry and judgmental. I've been bullied called names and i have done worse to myself but people online make me happy. They make my day. Even a simple good morning beautiful makes me so happy i could die because someone thinks im beautiful when i dont think i am. People like me and I like the feeling.

~Little_Lauren_The_Lifeless

Excitement Overload

 <<<<<<<Kaichou wa maid-sama is the anime

I am literally so excited for school to start and I'm pretty sure I'm the only one >.<

I just wanna see my friends and make new ones! I'm ready to be a freshman (/*O*)/

I'm really sorry I haven't updated in a while I just don't know what to blog about.....smur :{(

I really want to get out of my house and socialize again. 

I NEED TO SEE PEOPLE OTHER THAN MY FAMILY OH MY JESUS!!!!!

On another note am I the only one who kind of cares what I wear on the first day like i used to be really obsessed with preparing for the first day but now i have kind of toned it down but I'm stilll obsessed lol.

Okie dokie guys I will try to update soon. Please like and subscribe for more. BAIIIII!  

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Back To SCHOOL!

Hey guys i know school has already started for some of you and for me it starts in 15 day!!!! I'm so excited! i can't wait to be out of this house and actually doing something with my day. I'm going into my freshman year in high school and honestly i'm not really that nervous. i'm more so excited! one thing i find that keeps my mind focused and gets me through the day at school is when u have something to look forward to after school. try it, trust me it works. think of something like you favorite show that you recorded or a concert coming up. if you have any advice for me since it's going to be my first year please comment and left me know. hope you guys are having a great time back at school bai!
~Little_Lauren_The_Lifeless

Believe in yourself

\https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sa1iS1MqUy4I believe in this saying very strongly because I've had problems with believing in myself. I'm always doubting myself and it's not a great way to live. No matter what anyone says don't stop trying, don't stop believing, and always keep your head held high. I have been bullied and I still am. I am bullied because i'm different, not main stream. I am bullied because people don't like me as a person or my personality. I am bullied because i'm not like everyone else. I like alternative things and music and I am bullied for what I like which is wrong. I am starting to love myself. Even though i'm not there yet i will be someday. Please believe in yourself and never stop trying. An if anyone ever says mean things to you like you're emo, fat, stupid, not beautiful then stop and take a second to look at yourself. I you can't find it then look a little long, stare a little harder and get a better mirror that loves you for you. I find this video inspiring for anyone who is bullied or for any horrible person out there that is a bully and finds happiness in making other people feel like crap.
i love you all even if i don't know you.
~Little_Lauren_The_Lifelesshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ltun92DfnPY

american horror story: the devil is real?

I have been watching a BUNCH of different shows and animes (as usual) but I'm starting to finish a lot of them. This is one of my favorite shows. I love this because it's everything i like and what i want to see. It's creepy, twisted and just a really awesome show if you can handle blood and wicked things like I can. I recommend anyone who loves horror as much as i do to watch this show. Plus it has Evan Peters. (I find him really nice looking and not to mention a great actor) This quote is also very interesting to me. What do you think the devil is or looks like? Do you agree? That's all for now folks lol but seriously I will be posting more soon for you guys. Until next time, Bai!
~Little_Lauren_The_Lifeless

Just another day as a Kawaii Potato

Just had to make this edit of all my kawaii potatoes out there. I was just wondering, what would you guys think if I started uploading on my YouTube channel. Would anyone watch? Also i'm starting to keep a journal on my computer so if you guys would like a taste into my personal life and diary please leave a comment. Please check out my instagram and tell me what you think there and in the comments. Love ya'll Bai.
~Little_Lauren_The_Lifeless CX